I haven’t really wrote in a while. Now that I look at the dates it’s been almost a month. That’s not really good for me. I’ve been feeling down. My nurse’s aide class and I’m starting to worry I’m going to fail. I have to get out of my shy, worried I’m going to completely mess up. I want to do this, but I don’t feel like I’m capable. Today, I started out having trouble waking up for school, as always, and just felt terrible starting the day. But I forced myself not to miss my class because I need to be dedicated, to something. I worried about how I was going to get done my school work for all these classes and my actual job. I’m not confident that I can do this, but I haven’t given up yet, so that’s a plus. Now it’s time to get ready for school tomorrow. Adios.