Instead of going to the fireworks I’m sitting at home. It sounds like so much fun doesn’t it? Well, not really. My boyfriend is on a boat at the fireworks. I feel kinda jealous. Not like I should though. If I really wanted to go I imagine I could I guess I just don’t feel like going anywhere anymore. I’m lazy and it’s taking me awhile to get out of the habit. I just need some true inspiration I guess. I’m gonna work on it.